Women's Curse

My curse started a few weeks after my 13^th birthday.  Yes, too much information I know.  But this entry is more in-depth than this; I can assure you so read on!!!

So why is having a period each month being refer to as a “curse”?  Is it because of the pain a woman endure each month?  Is it the inconvenience or is it the mood swings?  Maybe it’s the sensitivities and the emotions we experience during the week of our menstrual?  Probably it’s all of the above.

As each month every women would groan in pain, complain and envy men.  We will sometimes wonder what have women done to deserve such punishments, such tortures and such an agony but we just don’t realize that God has given what we all refer to as the “curse” is actually a gift, a very special one.

By now anyone of you who’s reading this would probably say or think, “Did I read that right, did she just say that having a period is a gift?” and you’ll probably think that I’m beyond insanity but I can reassure you that I am very sane, very much awaken and I am not drunk either.  I know very well what I’ve written and I’ll explain to you all as to why I made such a statement…

As I’m waiting, looking forward to the “curse” I was very stressed about being extremely late.  I wasn’t worry about being pregnant again (I’m 100% sure that I’ll never be, but as to why I’ll save that for another entry if anyone is interested).  I was very much concern about my health because this rarely happens.  While the day went along I notice myself being abnormally agitated, impatient and very much emotional.  Thinking that I’ll have to wait ‘til next month and also debating on seeing a doc.  I find myself hours later in a big argument that wasn’t at all pretty.  And that argument lead me to spill out a lot of suppressed angers, pains, disappointments and tears that I haven’t let out in months.

After the whole dramatic scene I went into the bathroom with an urge of nature calling I’ve found myself spotting (too much info…sorry!  hehe…) and then I realize how much relieved I’ve felt.  Haven’t felt this light, this relieved and  this free in quite awhile and it is all thanks to this monthly gift that we all wrongly accused of being a curse from Him.

I believe everything God has given to us has its own purposes.  This monthly gift helps us spill out all of our angers and tears that have been kept inside for so long.  The sensitivities and being overly emotional during menstrual helps us put our fears, ego and hard headed self away and bring out the true us, brings out all the feelings that’s buried in the depth of our hearts that is starting to eat us inside out.

So a Woman’s Curse?  I’ll have to disagree with ya.  It’s no curse, it’s a Gift!  A gift from God…

As beauty has returned in my life, why not add more onto my fugly face?

My son and I....

What are you doing, Beautiful?

Hmm...up to no good....

See..I told ya!  Btw...the white stuffs on my desk is not dust, not the thing you think it is but it's baby powder.  How it got there I don't know.  Who got it there I do know...

Stop looking at my eyes or you'll fall in love with me... really!!!  hahah...j/k.

You see, womens in their twenties shouldn't get zits all over anymore!  Ahhh...am I reversing my age?

Finally grew my hair long enough for this braid trend thing goin' on but I think I won't be goin' out like this.  I like like a baby!

Hmm...maybe this suited me better, after all I'm a Mommie now.

This boy can not only lay in weird positions but he can sit in weird positions when he's sleeping too!

A glimpse of what I've been doing lately.  Chit-chatting alot lately...  Bad for phone bill....

That's it....

Oh, and this added bonus.  Hahaha...this is for you Aaron.

Walkin' around in Downtown...

Hmm...what is Daddy doin' with the credit card?  Possibly buying Mommy something?

Just goofin' around...

Admirin' his sexiness before we hit the road.

Just taking a few snapshot for my future scrapbook.

While trying to find a parking spot I spotted this odd lookin' art work.  Hmm...is it just me or does that thing look like a pile of sh*t?

By the time we got to Downtown Mister Evil decided he'll take his nap.

Hmm...nice leafy green trees.  Green always been a calm nice color.

Man, I'll never wear any white top ever again!

Why does the photos I take always look better than Aaron's?  Aaron = bad photographer.  Lynnie = bad poser/model.

It was freakin' hot.  Seeing that pool right there makes me wanna jump right in it!

Man, I really need to lay off those fries, pizza, wings and all those good stuffs!

Can you see me turnin' into a tomatoe head?  It was so hot that you could even make an omelette on the sidewalk, no kidding!

Phantom...Me wanna go see this!

He really decided to sleep.  Why can't he do this for me at home?

This is the first time I've came to realized that I got a HUGE behind!  Not pretty, not sexy, no funny!

Kissy kiss?

Still sleeping................

Yay, finally up but guess what?  We're leaving!

Enjoyed walking around and had planned to enjoy more stuffs but I guess we'll wait 'til next time.  The hot humid weather of Texas is killin' me!

Back at home finally....  What is he doing?

Gamblin' online.  How nice.....

My motto.  Gotta get back in shape soon.

Cute pic?

Until next time....

Some New Family Pix....

It's so hard taking family pix yourself!

Could've been a perfect pic but the lil man decided he's gonna be such a diva 'bout it.

Yes, let's beat Daddy.  Put all the blame on him.  lol...

Yay...finally got him to sit still through a pic with me!  Y'all just don't know how hard it is!

Couple pic...

It's not my fault that I'm taller than you.  Trying my best to make me look short.  heheh...

Gonna start journeling privately now.

A Cup of Comfort for Christians.  Really good book!

Yes, get ready Mister...

This what all you ladies gotta make your bfs, fiancees and hubbies out there do for you once in awhile!

Yeah, try keepin' on that tough look.  Get ready and clean the whole house and do laundry later!

This is what I eat last week.  Should get back to being a bunnie before I'm gonna turn into an elephant soon!

Strawberries...mmm~  Let's drizzle it with chocolate syrup, put a dollop of whip cream and sprinkle it with some candy sprinkles!  Or you can have it plain like this.  blah!!!

Rant

Dear Comcast,

YOU SUCK!  Your customer service is okay but the mens you sent out don't seem to know what the hell they're doing at all!  How does those cable guy get certified for their job?  It seems like as the economy going down companies would hire people who are clueless of their occupation to probably save more money on wages/salaries.  Ahh!  Just felt like screaming!

Had to wake up early which is something I do not like.  I'm usually a nocturnal, a insomniac so early mornings isn't my thing!  And the little monster decided he'll get all hyped up even when it's nearly 3 in the morning he's bouncing on the bed and all over!

And here I am sitting here almost half a sleep waiting on the damn cable guy who didn't even tell me he can't do anything and just left me here waiting.  Mister Aaron also waited like half an hour later to call me and tell me that they told him so and told me not to wait.  WTF?!  I could've went back to bed that whole time.  Half an hour of sleep is so precious these days!

Okay, enough of ranting.  After letting my steam out I should be fine.  Now get my butt back to sleep and will wake up and restart with a better day later.

P.S.

I think I miss ranting like this sometimes.  As I grow closer to God, unhappy things I would just let it off and try to keep my faith up for Him.  Sometimes praying helps me calm my anger management butt down but I really don't want to bother God with all my complaints and bitchings.  And therefore letting it out this way seems better.